After all, there would always be other opportunities. She figures she is now about a quarter of the way across the park. I pulled back my head and stood behind the clothes rack with my eyes closed. At first we'll do things where you might not be seen at all, by anyone. We drove right past one group of guys who looked like they were probably seniors in high school. I had expected to find Nancy right there where I had left her.
It went on and on, and it became difficult for me to feign interest after awhile, despite my overwhelming desire to not upset her or anything. This was the type of scene she had dreamed about, and it was turning out more satisfying and entertaining than she had ever imagined. Whatever happens, though, don't you dare say anything about me. My heart began to sink. After a couple more pieces of lingerie, it was bra and panties time. It was weird because I was terrified both of actually doing it, and of not being able to do it, and facing the consequences if Nancy decided to follow through with her blackmail threat. She had to reach back with one hand to pull it back over her backside, only to have to repeat the effort a few steps later.
Part of me wanted desperately to cover my bare bottom from the leering eyes in the corridor, but another part knew it would actually add to my humiliation by signaling my shame and embarrassment. She will have to move fairly quickly even to reach the opposite side in the time allotted to her. It had been fairly easy to keep making that choice before Sinful Delights. Then she moved around to Wendy's side and stood a few feet away, exposing her fully to the crowd. I cursed myself silently for ever agreeing to cheat on the paper. But the clearing is far too large for her to skirt the perimeter to get around to the other side - she would lose too much time. Feeling so guilty for this girl, 18 years young:
Don't try to cover yourself. I know converting you to this lifestyle is an outrageous thing to do, especially for one woman to do to another. She was still talking. Or that when she ever did actually force the issue, I would call her bluff, and refuse to go along. As soon as I saw her I felt a surge of hatred for what she had just made me do.